20080429

ILYs,

hello dear. Iloveyou la, miss you loads too (:
i think you are the biggest light source in my life.
and this post is for you :D
enjoy! and keep your promise,
UPDATE YOUR BLOG TOO (:
love every moment when i see you,
cause it makes my heart pump a little faster.
and since we're in the same school,
seeing each other wouldn't be a problem right?
YEAH, but you might not walk past my class aye.
and call me up if you walk past my class hor.
dont run away too :D

BYEzxs.

20080423

SORRY.

hello people. i'm kinda sorry for what happened today.
(actually i'm unsure of what happened)
i dont know why i suddenly broke down.
and its not for Mel's stuff.
its other stuff.
so yeah.
and its partly about the Vandalise thing also.
nevermind, dont feel like saying anymore.
SPOIL MY MOOD.
and i will control my emotions now.

i hope you will be my friend again;
and i know you wouldn't be here to see this post.
anyway.

wow!

hello, so long since i've blogged.
okay, its like 12.02 am now and my dad is outside the door clanging with the fan
so noisy ohgosh! hahahhahahah.

talking to glenn right now on msn, and i found out that he's very nice!
he's like one of the best person i have ever met.
because :
1) he is honest
2) he isnt afraid to tell me stuff
3) he's humble!

okay. they arent very good reasons arent they.
i think they arent, but he is still nice!

DONT ASK WHY DUDE,
:D smar-eee.

i love 2R2,
but today was in a super bad mood.
lost all emotions during lessons
but got it back because of the EVILLAUGHTERCASTER
MONDRE
so i laughed.
her extention is nice, but i think if she make it thicker it would be nicer,
AND REAL-ER.
okay stop.

oh yah,
20th of September is a VERYVERYVERYVERYVERYVERY x 6526418746548 day!

remember!

(and dont ask me why)

haha going to sleep alrd, so bye! :D

20080419

omg its DAMN cool.

hello there!
i'm at the Tampines Library right now,
with Jillian, cause Eugene Eng and Priscilla didnt come -.-
then its like, how to do in the library too,
we need noise! (and instruments)
so how, people. give comments(:

JILLIAN :
the damned librarian talks like a robot.
and i cannot speak out because...
ITS A LIBRARY!

k whatever.

found this somewhere.

okay, dont look at the questions first.
randomly think of friends that come to your mind (:
its kinda funny if you DONT CHEAT!

1. Jasmin
2. Jillian
3. EugeneE
4. Liyeng
5. Gen
6. Jordan
7. Celestine
8. Xiangting
9. Desmond
10. Kai li
11. fiona
12. mondre
13. weijie (chilli padi!)

here comes the questions.

Is 5 important to you?
YES! duh.

Would you DATE 4?
of course, i've dated her MANY times.

How did you meet 10?
through Ngee Ann Volleyteam! (:

What would you do if you had never met 1?
maybe i'll jump down the building to not know a nice girl like her.

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated ?
nothing? cause they're casual friends (:

Do you think 10 is creative?
hmmm.. quite.

How did you get to know 8?
by Celestine? or Ngee Ann? i've kinda forgot.

Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
uh-huh!

What's 7's Favorite colour?
RED.

What would you do if 8 confessed he/sheloves you?
i love her alrd! :D

Fact about 9?
he's a nice guy(:

Who is 4 going out with?
with Mondre, 2R2!

Who is number 5 to you ?
my bestfriend and liver mummy!

Would you ever live with 13?
uh, maybe? maybe not? but he's DAMN cute i tell you.

Is 1 single?
hmm. should be.

What do you think about 3?
i think he's a really nice guy :D

What do you like about number 11?
my best primary 5+6 friend worzxs!

Favorite Memory with 9?
actually, i never went out with him before.

What does 1 like to do?
haha, she likes to write LETTERS! long ones! :D

20080417

不想懂得

wow this song's lyrics was found on imeem, and racism is gone! XD


不想懂得 - Angela

当世界 不知不觉的变了
Dang shi jie bu zhi bu jue de bian le
When the world changed unknowingly

有时候 我怀念以前的我
You shi hou wo huai nian yi qian de wo
Sometimes I miss the way I used to be

作的梦 虽然远远的
Zuo de meng sui ran yuan yuan de
Even though my dreams are far fetched

想像是 一种快乐
Xiang xiang shi yi zhong kuai le
Just thinking about it is a kind of happiness

拥有了 同时也失去什麼
Yong you le tong shi ye shi qu shen me
After gaining something, what have I lost at the same time?

而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
Er juan lian yuan lai hui dai lai ruan ruo
And longing for love will actually bring out my weakness

你让我在雾里成熟
Ni rang wo zai wu li cheng shu
You’ve allowed me to grow up in the mist

心开始曲折
Xin kai shi qu zhe
My hearts starts to feel complicated

我不想舍得 不想懂得
Wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
I don’t want to let go, I don’t want to understand

是谁惹谁 言不由衷
Shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong
Regardless of who provoked who, we didn’t mean it in our words

说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
Shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo
Hurting each other with lies, is all due to our feeling of insecurity

怕抱不紧什麼
Pa bao bu jin shen me
Because we are afraid of not being able to grasp something

我不想舍得 不想懂得
Wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
I don’t want to let go, I don’t want to understand

谁说割爱 才更深刻
Shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke
Who said that giving up your love will be more memorable?

彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
Bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he
Relying on each other is love not burden

互相照顾就是幸福的
Hu xiang zhao gu jiu shi xing fu de
Caring for each other is happiness.

当世界 不知不觉的变了
Dang shi jie bu zhi bu jue de bian le
When the world changed unknowingly

有时候 我怀念以前的我
You shi hou wo huai nian yi qian de wo
Sometimes I miss the way I used to be

作的梦 虽然远远的
Zuo de meng sui ran yuan yuan de
Even though my dreams are far fetched

想像是 一种快乐
Xiang xiang shi yi zhong kuai le
Just thinking about it is a kind of happiness

拥有了 同时也失去什麼
Yong you le tong shi ye shi qu shen me
After gaining something, what have I lost at the same time?

而眷恋 原来会带来软弱
Er juan lian yuan lai hui dai lai ruan ruo
And longing for love will actually bring out my weakness

你让我在雾里成熟
Ni rang wo zai wu li cheng shu
You’ve allowed me to grow up in the mist

心开始曲折
Xin kai shi qu zhe
My hearts starts to feel complicated

我不想舍得 不想懂得
Wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
I don’t want to let go, I don’t want to understand

是谁惹谁 言不由衷
Shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong
Regardless of who provoked who, we didn’t mean it in our words

说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
Shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo
Hurting each other with lies, is all due to our feeling of insecurity

怕抱不紧什麼
Pa bao bu jin shen me
Because we are afraid of not being able to grasp something

我不想舍得 不想懂得
Wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
I don’t want to let go, I don’t want to understand

谁说割爱 才更深刻
Shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke
Who said that giving up your love will be more memorable?

彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
Bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he
Relying on each other is love not burden

能握著手就是 感动的
Neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong de
Being able to hold our hands together is the most touching moment

我愿意
Wo yuan yi
I’m willing

一秒钟 放弃全宇宙
Yi miao zhong fang qi quan yi zhou
to give up the whole universe in one second

挤在只有我们
Ji zai zhi you wo men
and cuddle close together

紧靠的小星球
Jin kao de xiao xing qiu
on a small planet with only us.

我不想舍得 不想懂得
Wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de
I don’t want to let go, I don’t want to understand

是谁惹谁 言不由衷
Shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong
Regardless of who provoked who, we didn’t mean it in our words

说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
Shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo
Hurting each other with lies, is all due to our feeling of insecurity

怕抱不紧什麼
Pa bao bu jin shen me
Because we are afraid of not being able to grasp something

我多不舍得 多不懂得
Wo duo bu she de duo bu dong de
No matter how much I don’t want to let go, no matter how much I don’t understand

谁说割爱 才更深刻
Shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke
Who said that giving up your love will be more memorable?

彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
Bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he
Relying on each other is love not burden

能握著手就是 感动的
Neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong de
Being able to hold our hands together is the most touching moment

说谎伤害 都是不安犯的错
Shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo
Hurting each other with lies, is all due to our feeling of insecurity

怕抱不紧什麼
Pa bao bu jin shen me
Because we are afraid of not being able to grasp something

我多不舍得 多不懂得
Wo duo bu she de duo bu dong de
No matter how much I don’t want to let go, no matter how much I don’t understand

谁说割爱 才更深刻
Shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke
Who said that giving up your love will be more memorable?

彼此依赖 是爱不是负荷
Bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he
Relying on each other is love not burden

能握著手就是 感动的
Neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong de
Being able to hold our hands together is the most touching moment

HISTORY!

wow blog.
guess how much i got for History test?
12/15! its like so unexpected, cause i always fail History.
and as per normal, i got 0/15 for maths again.
for science? I HAVE TO BUCK UP.
11/40 isnt very good, for my class.
JIAYOU JOY.

oh yah. this song is damn nice :D

亲爱的那不是爱情
angela

教室里那台风琴叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的声音动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信转身离开的背影
喜欢你字跡清秀的关心

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

go imeem or youtube or soso or whatever.
FIND IT and LOVE IT! :D

20080413

why?

why did you lie to me.
i dont mind you telling me the truth,
you always confide in me, in the past
how about now?
i want the past back
no wonder it dont feel like april today.
i am lagging way behind.
my mood isnt very good
stop angering me
cause i might just breakdown
if you dont believe me
your damned class might lose a classmate
one that loved the class,
while no one loved her.


i'm sorry Belle,
i just need a long break
cause i realised that the whole class dont like me.
i dont mind, and i have been living in that deadful life the whole while.
i closed one eye, and continued to be cheerful.
i really feel like jumping off the building for no reason
maybe for one
but i am real sorry
cause i dont want to see any counsellor
i know i am emotional
but i just cant take it anymore.
sorry belle
cause i know you're the one who treats me the best in the class,
ilove you mummy.

ah.

anybody can give me a hand here?
i dont know how to show my past posts (links).
and i am kinda stressed because of (*him!)
and i kept thinking about what happened during truth or dare.
i thought over it for one whole day, and i have concluded that i truly like you.
i dont dare to use the word love yet, cos you might tell me off again.
and everybody, i wanna say that i merely treat J as a VERY VERY goodfriend.
so why is everybody suspecting me and him?
the person i like isnt him, (i'm sorry)
the person i like is the one once cared for me
and gone when he has someone else.
i do want to see you be happy,
but i am suffering, who can understand me.
i need BELLEANNE, only she understands who i love manzxs.

I LOVE BELLEANNE, SHE ROCKZXS.

you people will understand if you get to know her well :D
anyw, she's loved and he's loved.

iloveyou, do you love me too?
understand my pain, or you and me will let the chance slip away.
CHERISH IT LIKE WHAT I DID.

J, i'm sorry, but i gotta tell you that you're a step slower.
you will be my best friend.

with loves, JOcelyn.

20080411

belle's housey

hello, i'm back(:
and i'm darn happy today.
because of something..
only, LIYENG.EUGENEC.BELLE.BRYAN.JARRATT.EUGENEE.OONNGEH
knows (:
they rock la, and ohmygosh.
me and ly zaogeng like shit,
cause we sweat and we were wearing uniform you know?
like -whatthehell-

we went to Suntec City,
EC "treated" cabby and food.
Japanese food.
like so expensive la.
anyway thanks EC! :D
after that we went up & down of Suntec City and we were like
looking for dongdong machines,
you know those type that need to put coins to get toys?
then Ly and Belle pressed the return coin thinggy
and coins dropped out!
i think its their lucky day whoosh,
HEH.

then we took bus to Belle's basketball court,
and EE keep blowing the songs with his hands.
then Belle, EC, Oon Ngeh also blowed.
like damn irritating la!!!
but EE play very nice, (CLAPS)
HAH.

we alighted, and BRYAN ALMOST GOT BANGED BY A VEHICLE-.-
talk somemore la!
ohwell, its fine since he's alright.
then we started on BB,
and we keep losing cause we were also losing our moods.
then we settled down and played Truth Or Dare.
and they punished me by..
CANNOT SAY (:
haha, only ppl who went can know :D
then we played soccer cause Belle took the BB home -.-
so we borrowed football from some random,
and we played with them.
and HERE COMES THIS SMALL LITTLE PRO INDIAN!
(Darshan, good luck to you)
and he happened to be in MY team,
AND HE SCORES!
yay we beat EE :D
and it was so -EWW-
because i sweat and zaogeng -.-
fine, and this guy kicked the ball into a corner,
so i'm like supposed to attack.
then he pushed me and touched my-toot-!
ohmygoshzxszxxszxzsxzzsxzszx.
nevermind,
ending here.

BYE.

i didn't know that you still happened in my life,
iloveyou,
and i know that LOVE is a strong word.
and i am confident that i truly ♥ you.
TRUST ME :D
WOAINIiloveyousaranghaeyo.





&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND :D:D

20080410

TORTURED

omg blog.
FINALLY i get to use the computer.
but i dont know what to say.
so bye.

20080407

my birthday isnt very wonderful,
just that i won $10.10 from a mahjong game :D
daddy lost $10.80, haha!
Small aunt won $0.70,
while small uncle remained the same!
OH POOR DADDY.

20080406

PICTURES,










20080405

okay the datings are wrong. oh well, today is eugenia's bday,
5th april so its 1 MORE DAY! :D:D

20080404

2 more days! :D:D

20080402

4 MORE DAYS! :D:D

bye.

bye heart.
bye friend.
bye buddy.
bye love.
bye E.
i know i am no better than JF.
thanks for all the advice,
bye my heart.
wishing you success in everything you do.