Its hard keeping up

Why does the feeling of stress- the similar feeling from sec one- comes back today, but not to me, but to my good friend? I really feel like ****** so badly now, I can't do anything to help. I feel so useless, becos when I'm sad she'll be there but when she is (where she seldom will be), I can't do anything to help?

Maybe its really her fault, but sometimes, encouragements from you guys do help. Often, she's the one who will pull me back up when I fall and I'm serious, she's only sec 2. She's younger than me and believe me, I doubt I can live without her now.

Pokey Poke

Stephanie

Me Lili Stephanie and Sheryl

Should I go expo or not? Sorry Sweekee I can't go your church tonight, I need to bring my brother out then grandma house. Sian this is confusing. Updating later, probably.

Secret Saturday

Hi everyone! Basically I'm back from work. :) My shoulders and neck are aching badly, guess I'm gonna have a damn fever. I'm feeling heat from my body (not those normal heat).

I made new friends today! Stephanie Sheryl Phyllis! Hehehe. But they were introduced to me by Lili. Pearlyn (sp?) is one I made myself, we gave out flyers all the way and we helped each other ;)

I gave my flyers at this Samsung booth (near the entrance) and SNSD + 2NE1 songs kept repeating! But no use becos its too noisy. (They were promoting the TVs, duh. The TVs are ultra HD.)

Pix today arent up yet, its all with Lili. Doubt she's updating today. She's still working tmr. Its the last day of sale people! Go Expo tmr~ (and help those flyers giver take flyers:))

Ok my head's giving me the urgh to go and sleep now. Sorry Merabel I don't know what I'm talking about on msn. My head hurts, seriously.

This isn't right, I know

I know its my second post today but I can't wait any longer to post these! Two things.

Firstly, I was looking through ck's ex posts and saw the disgusting Josef Fritzl actions, and I went to search about it again. I found out.. That his daughter whom he had imprisoned and raped for 24 years have the same birthdate as me! Omg. Here.

Secondly, I missed the chalet time celebrating QH's birthday! The time when I went crazy over A lol!

You raised me up

When I was heading to the airport!! I got bored.

Anyway hi guys! Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE (Neo)!!!! :D

Ok ytd's trg was normal, just that JL left early becos Mark was sick. Hope he get well soon!:) And we had a talk with Fiona, I know she can do it this time round. Jiayou!

Whats bothering me was : We ordered Mcdelivery at around 5.30pm, then the person say the delivery man will come latest 7.10pm. We were like ok, but at 7.10pm Carolyn called in again becos she gave them her old number. The person told her that the delivery man will come in 10-15 mins. But 1/2 hour pass already the person called us and tell us our order were cancelled becos they couldn't contact us.

Idk whose fault was it!

Nowadays I see alot of sick ppl. Get well soon (L)!


PS/ MERABEL ASK ME TO BLOG ABOUT HER SO HERE IT IS:)

Brand new day

I feel so accomplished I finished all my codes before I sleep :)

Up next is oovoo with the newcomer - CELESTINE KOH.

More over @ C's! :)

Proposal; kick.

Pic of the day

Ha ha ha lol. Anyway I wanna change my blogskin! I'm getting sick of it~

Ok nowadays I realised I am angered very easily these days, is it me or does everyone agree I should be? After all, we're friends...

I'm sad, stressed, disappointed.

Its not all about you

Hi there, I'm gonna talk about : today. Practically I had training but lets get into the 2 main points.


Firstly, I woke up at 10:30am today and trg starts at 4pm. Halfway thru, I decided to go down and get myself lunch. Usually you won't see me being so hardworking but thats becos I was hungry! And I know if I bring my wallet down I'll probably spend alot. So I didn't.

There's a set of keys placed near my door for convenience, but recently my dad asked me to put somewhere further from the door. I did it this morning.

When I went out of my house, all I brought with me was just 3 bucks. I didn't even bring my handphone. I wore my slippers and I locked the gate.

And I locked the gate!

Guess how I entered? I swept the keys out. HA HA HA. This is true!!! >:( I panicked ok.


Ok secondly, after trg was totally bitching session. Ok end. Byebye!



Edit/ ohohoh Jane still dared to blog it out @#$%!!!!

Today Joy kept saying that she wanna slap my face. Wl, depressed ttm. But i do admit that i was kinda answering her very stupidly, though at times i seriously don't understand what she was talking about! Here's one of our coversation i think it's pretty funny hehe :)

Joy: What you buy?
Me: Oh, rice.
Joy: Oh, what you put inside?
Me: Oh, rice.
Joy: Wl, i feel like slapping your face.

HAHAHAHA OK. I was buying mixed rice and i think i wasn't thinking straight cos i was paying money for the food i bought!!! Ok i feel so naggy in this post i don't know why either.

Ohman I agree you're naggy!

Back from camp

Last published post : 17th Nov

First day of camp we watched juniors match. Played with Lili's hair and she zilianed w my phone.

Second day of camp, where everyone is leaving due to last min decision. My juniors -

Reached NYJC for trg w juniors and seniors and did gym, we went crazy w the NYs

I kept sitting 3rd from the back, my thighs were extremely tired.

The new motorcycle invented

Jane asked, is that a new machine?

Ytd, U13 + U16 finals at XMS.

Bye world.

Austin

AUSTINAMES (Went by SK's blog)

I stayed over at Fer's house ytd night, so did Mer. Drank a little and felt better. Went to work today and earned $20 bucks. Its damn tiring, promise.

I got motivated by Fernanny's shirt : Sometimes, its not how GOOD you are, but how BAD you want it.


I didn't want to admit, but hell yes I was jealous. It was so hard to realise that you belonged to another. But I realised. Right now, I'm telling myself its a damn passing crush. And its not as if, you just started liking her. Fuck so I regret.

Cacio e Pepe

Saturday was working day, working people were Celestine Jillian Jane Liyeng and I. Jane and I left early to catch juniors match. Cabbed and paid $19.40, wow.

Sunday's match against Xinmin wasn't good, we lost and we're out. Coach said we've improved, and its nice hearing it. We should improve more tho:)

Then I followed Amanda Fernanny and Mehbel to Jurong point to have lunch (I didn't eat). We went to the blocks to play ball awhile, then Jane joined us. After that we went back to Jurong point and I ate with Jane LJS.

We met Veronica there and Kavis + Wanjing joined us. And the truth was revealed. Ohnmar came too:)

A nightmare appeared on my phone hahaha.

Have you ever seen a parade of birds?

Pix

These are Kavis's artwork

Jiamin

This dress is nice but its translucent

Fernanny

I spent my Thursday not going to school but going to Hougang sports hall to support juniors with Jane (but she have no school). Kelly and Shiyun were already there. My juniors won Dunman High 2-0 :)

Sk came along and we watched the rest of the matches:) Also, for the whole day I didn't eat anything from the cafe, yay. I spent $4 on a huge tomyam I didn't finished at Hougang mall. Dunman vs Unity (for both divisions) and both Dunman teams won:)

Ohwell, anyway the most shocking match of the day was Punggol vs Presby High, Punggol won 2-0. How can it be! Omg.

Oh oh Fernanny and Mehbel came too, I think the most fun part of the day was when we all were playing ball tgr.

Ok after that Jane and I followed Fernanny to the hospital and visited her grandpa. Otw there Jane and I kept acting angry but we kept laughing, urgh. When we alighted Jane was like, "Omg we wear until damn anyhow, later your mum got bad impression how!" Hahahaha it sounded like we are there to match make. LOL!

Ok there's trg later.

Cute!!! So what

Last published post : 6 Nov


For the past few days you'll probably find me hanging out at Hougang sports hall. But its way too long right.

Updates:

PBGH2 -> won 2-1
STHB -> won 2-0
PBGH1 -> lost 0-2
EVG -> won 2-0

and we're in the next round! :)

Ok upcoming events:

• More matches
• Trainings
• School (should I attend?)

Carolyn's asking me to Sentosa, don't wanna be tanner.


For you, I wrote a chunk of words but I shall not post it. You'll get to see it if you piss me off again, btch.

Pretty please?

Today I did something stupid. I walked past them and said, "Eee, H*Y*." And she heard me. Ohwell!

Nowadays I haven't got the mood to update my blog. Either am too lazy or becos there's no pictures and its making my blog look damn plain. Wait I go Veronica's blog and check if she uploaded my pic.

------waiting in progress------

Oh no sian. She didn't upload it:( I'm damn not-myself nowadays, so is Jane. I need to find myself back, I think Bob stole it away (inside joke).


Oh and to the girls above! Please I hope we three will go out soon again. JUST THE 3 OF US~ Hahahahaha. Visit here.

Anyway I really hope we'll go SK's SC tmr! (I'll release the words after competitions). Its so freaking fun there.

Fishmonger

it means selfish.

Anyway I am still yearning for this phone!!!! <3

Aiya like damn a lil' bit more and I could see Kavis today. Urgh I still have to wait one week (Y)

Os are going to be over, yay!!

Nowadays I realised whenever trg is held at NYJC I'll buy warheads and eat on the bus home (shiok!)


Ps/ I'm sorry but I can't take it. You told me contradicting thing number one, and then you went to do something contradicting. I really feel like saying your damn name out; you're obviously the one at fault and yet I'm covering up for you. Fishmonger. TMD!!!!!

Ps2/ Alvin's reading my bu luo ge!!!!!

Feeling thai