Illusions

Didn't you want to hear
The sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
The expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
And I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
And I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
About the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
About the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
And I was crying alone tonight
And I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
Better than it ever was [x2]

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
(I want it all, Don't leave right now) (I'll give you everything)

I started it off with this song, I don't know what to say either. Something in my body is telling me to give up, but I don't know how.. And I don't want to.

I didn't blog for two days because I went to Jane's house to sleepover (actually th actual purpose is to have a movie marathon, but we were too tired after th second movie..) and I was almost late for my match! But I wasn't really late. Today I was, for 5 minutes. Yesterdday night didn't blog because I was very tired from escape theme park and besides, I had to wake up @ 9 today. But in th end I snoozed th alarm till 9.20am and I still prepared my stuff very slowly.. Sorry Seniors.

I HAVEN'T WATCH HSM3.

I dreamt of someone yesterday and tht person kept on talking and I felt so irritated so I asked her to shut up and after 5s she continued bugging me and I woke up!

I dreamt of someone yesterday's yesterday and he is so hot! :D


Jillian was like complaining how gahgah we can go over hot guys when she said she won't go crazy for cute guys, in th end 5 minutes later she started, "EH YISHUNTOWN LIBERO VERY CUTE LEH, I DON'T MIND MARRYING HIM HAHAHAH"

And she even sent me a msg about tht, and she spammed "ha". ZZZ JILLIAN LOW AH HAI! :D

I was so afraid to lose, and now tht I'm coming to think of it, I don't see any reason to make me feel happy even if I won. What does this mean? I won't hate you, because you said before, if there's love, there's hate. You've been a great friend.. I love you. Now I've gotta learn to stop.