Too many things

Firstly, I've got loads to say. Secondly, I know I'm feeling very, very upset.

All I wanna say for everything that happened today, I feel very unlucky. At that point, I just felt like shouting all the words in my brain out, shouting out my last memory of you. It hurts, it really does.

Yes I agree, the horrible world which lies reality beneath the misleading happy-go-lucky planet is always changing. The only thing that will never change is, I'll always fail.

说好的幸福呢?